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想太多。。

2010-12-04T21:54:00.000+08:00

我。。为什么会去想太多。。有时候，我并不明白。一件很简单的事，可是令我想到这么复杂。喜欢上你，并不是我想象中的突然。我感觉上，告诉你后，并不是一件好事。。我还是喜欢以前的朋友感觉。感觉上，自己又在失败多一次。。失败在失败，也没关系。。成长吗~ 还能过得去。我不喜欢一个人。我超不喜欢一个人。我非常讨厌一个人在家。。看到我还没做完的工作。。令我想，我很需要你来安慰我。可是，我还觉得不可能吧。。算了。。没关系。。是我想太多。

MOre UPdate...

2010-10-26T13:27:00.001+08:00

More update coming soon Feature My two New Toy!! wahahahahhahah

next Level

2010-09-14T19:18:00.002+08:00

Be part of history in this November! T his event will blow you away. Attractive prizes and surprises awaits you. ... http://www.facebook.com/event.php?eid=140403045995426&ref=mf

勇气。。。

2010-08-26T02:51:00.000+08:00

有勇气前进一步吗？应该是开玩笑的啦。。哈哈

不再苦瓜脸

2010-08-20T17:52:00.000+08:00

苦瓜脸。。像什么？苦瓜？凹凸不平的脸？不是。。对我说。。那种脸就是。带着辛苦的脸。。不懂在发生什么事的人。。都会觉得他/她很恐怖。。另外方式来说。。苦瓜。。不知道他的营养。。都不喜欢吃他。平时。。人都很喜欢人家关心他们。。关心就好象一把弃苦刀，把那些苦瓜的百渣都弃掉。。也把苦瓜不会在变苦了。。

过去了。。

2010-08-18T19:25:00.000+08:00

事情就这样过去了。。好像没什么大不了。。也好吧。。对她也没烦恼。。很难得，过了几个礼拜。。才能正常跟她说话。。也好吧。。她也有了能爱护她的男人。。对我，我觉得我的在乎也无说为了。。事实上。。这本故事我不能完整地写下去了。。怀念是个福想起是个痛。。

倒霉

2010-08-05T14:48:00.000+08:00

在想要开心都好。。我都开心不起来。。每天都会有事情让我不开心。。觉得烦恼。。觉得失望。。我不知道我做错了什么。。为什么这样多事情发生在我身上。很辛苦。。考试有那么多。。还有很多事还没办完。。我真的很需要安慰。。我很想哭。。别问我什么事发生。。因为我不想说。。

真正的我！

2010-07-30T19:47:00.000+08:00

看开点~ 人家不需要你的操心了~ 做好点~ 得到更好的成就开心点~ 这样你比较可爱坚强点~ 这样没有使能难倒你。这些都不是以前的你吗？你可以回来了。。鸿源

收拾心情

2010-07-30T15:41:00.001+08:00

这个星期~我的心情如何？从我觉得我的世界还是有希望。。变了~ 从希望变成失望。。一个星期让我自己觉得绝望~ 一个星期，让我发觉了很多东西。。人家对我的了解有多深？我以为~还好。。可是却一点都不是。。朋友这个句子，或名词，我很不明白~ 也许我太过天正~ 每一样我以为能让我在这个星期快乐起来的事。。疯狂逛街，疯狂运动（还让父母骂，不自爱），疯狂的在山顶上大喊。可是我还发掘不到我到底为什么这样。。朋友给我的支持~有帮到我吗？这个星期过到不是很快乐睡也睡不好，起来不是因为自动醒来，而是噩梦给我叫醒一个本来会相信希望，别人，朋友，快乐生活的我不想再去相信了。。够了。。。爱情，友情~ 我太单纯了。。我不会再相信这些。。~ 我要我的快了回来！！！

Sol - Look At Me

2010-07-29T10:22:00.001+08:00

Haru Haru

2010-07-29T10:20:00.002+08:00

刚过去的日子

2010-07-27T11:54:00.001+08:00

过去的日子，我突然想起新春还没完，我就加入了迎新筹委，充满了期待，真想知道我会认识到那些新朋友。开心，非常开心。真没想到，以往的新春朋友，都会来自持我，我非常感动。在感动是我女儿能够把她朋友都一起带过来加入我们。非常的不容易，当初的夜晚分析了很久，才终结各组的工委。起初，要进入迎新筹委，是我一件会考虑很久的事。但看在朋友上的自持，我选择了加入。三个月，也有不少的回忆。。尤其是她。我真没想到会有人能让我在短时间内升入的在乎她。。工作时，上课时，玩乐时，我几乎都想跟她聊天，开玩笑。其实，只从第二次带她出去看场地已近开始喜欢她，只是，我不确定。很害怕她会误会，很怕她会再次更我以往会发生的一样。。结果。。。进入营的时候，我真的很想更她聊天，可是。。为什么我累！我真的很感动，她帮我开车到营地。。其实，那时我很开心的应为可以看到她认真开车哈哈。。只是

开心点。。

2010-07-25T15:54:00.001+08:00

林鸿源。。你经历过。。受苦过。。还有很多东西。。你要知道你还是不能得。。几年了。。你还是一样。。不能改。。你的问题是不是很明确了。。人家说，沟通是人际关系的一切，感情的一切。。你却没有拥有虽然。。机会错过了。。不过，看到她开心不是很好吗？林鸿源。。苦是你自己找来的。。你要改变。。再也不要让你自己找麻烦。痛苦的三天。。。你不是没尽力过。。不要在收在心里了。。你越收，你越不会快乐。。。快乐不是你要的吗？还是你还在想着。。你给人快乐就行了。。告诉你，你错了，你要知道，你的快乐也是人家的快乐。。林鸿源，请不要在一个人孤孤单单走了。。会有人陪你在你左右一起走。。看开一点。。开心一点。。可能你明天的生活会更好。。林鸿源。。。一个礼拜。。一个礼拜。。应该。。不是。。是你一定要变成你最好的一面。 PuPu.. 百猪。。

机会

2010-07-21T18:02:00.002+08:00

机会。。是很难得到。。我想把所有的你给我的机会都不放过。。可是在这如果你有看到。。那就最好。。我只希望。。你能给我机会习惯你。你能给我机会站在你身旁，不让危险靠近你。你能给我机会在冷天气的时候，给你个温暖的拥抱，也不会给你感觉到冷你能给我机会学习先，后煮到最好的菜肴给你吃，让你感觉到我的诚意与真心。。你能给我机会每晚打通电话给你，让我觉得你每晚可以睡好觉。。你给我过得机会。。我会好好珍惜。。做到最好。。我很期待你的答案。。我不知道我现在对你来说。。有何改进。。可是我只能说。。我会做到我最好。。也许。。你对我的信心与相信有限。。但。。我会把这个限也从你心中拿开。。好把我的心放进。。至~可爱的小狐狸。。

我。

2010-06-28T14:21:00.000+08:00

很久了。。我都没在这，跟你聊天。。。辛苦了。。累了。。不想让妈妈担心。。迎新系列活动。。我想感谢，也要感谢帮了我很多的人。。没有你们。。也没有我。。一天过一天。。一天也比一天累。。听见。。有人的blog 的歌也是我每天不开心时会听得歌。。就想起。。。我以为。。我能。。我以为。。。我够坚强。。其实。。在我身活中。。就是太多以为。。病了。。不晓得。。。我会怎样。。

久不去，新不来！！

2010-05-14T14:03:00.000+08:00

哈哈，我真无聊。。没事做，就来blogging咯。。其实我还有很多事要做，可是不知道要怎么开始。。不说了。。要说，就说久不去，新不来。。这才是重点。。。等了很久。。逛也逛了很久。。。很难才找到我喜欢的。。。~~~~！！！！！不简单叻。。。找了 Alamanda， IOI， Jusco，都没有。。就去Sunway咯。。。没想到。。。　Sunway 果然有。。　没错。。　那三间都没有Body Glove!! 就是Sunway 有！！。。所以。。久不去，新不来。。

Today

2010-05-10T00:08:00.000+08:00

Today is such a many words day for me. Happy Mothers Day for my beloved mother and my Grandmother, really sorry to both of you cause can't accompany you both for dinner just nw. Felt sad can't celebrate Mothers' day with my mum today, cause i m still in the dead town CYBERJAYA!! oh well, don't matter guess what, i m at McDonald online to blog this post! because no line available in my house right

13th CLSC

2010-04-26T19:48:00.000+08:00

Well done and great job...anyway just because i never update since ages ago..here m i again.. ^^25 of April 2010, a anxious day for all the CLSC committee,we had work hard and strive for the one we want, and here we are,the best club cyberjaya award. The 13th CLSC Committees p.s i m off now ... time to study ... swt..

Very Anxious, Very exiting, Very tired

2010-04-21T14:04:00.000+08:00

Many things have come and goes... duh... as long i m not sick i m still available to finish up those thing. This week is one hell of week.. Meetings and Gatherings and MIDTERM!! shit.. i wouldn't like to have my midterm this week, but we have no choice!.. Many things i still haven done.. i m quite worry about what the outcome will be.. Things are late d, still i haven get it done.. quite

差！

2010-04-12T18:58:00.000+08:00

到了今天。。我还有很多。。我还是不能得东西。。。我还是一样的差。。为什么我不能像其他人。。很多事多能做到。。我这想法太悲观了。我还有很多事要去办。。不能这样。。。我越来越退步了。。。。

发了一场梦...

2010-04-11T10:31:00.000+08:00

很好笑的梦... @@ 还我都不想起来... 糟糕!! 10.30am 了！！

都还在有。。

2010-04-09T13:08:00.000+08:00

很多事情。。很多人都会觉得它是会结束的。。可是就有些人觉得它还没结束。。都还有在。。虽然。忙了很久。。。太多要忙。。也不能忘记了自己人生重要的东西。。疲倦。。非常的疲倦。。可是如果我的疲倦能换到你们的笑容哪有多好。能换到我想要的东西。。虽然有很多障碍。。很多不想要的事发生。。可是还是没办法。。。我得要把事情做得更好。。我今早差点就没有心要做了。。面对到我的影子，他说。。你还不能放弃。。再说。。恭喜。。朋友们都有了另一半。。

我想哭。。

2010-04-02T11:42:00.001+08:00

我真的很想哭。。很难的。。有精神做我的功。。为什么？为什么要那么痛。。我真的很痛。。今天刚起来。。我的右手不能动。。真的很疼。。我要哭了。。不能忍受那个痛。。在疼都好。。我用了左手。。写下我的难过，我不能放弃。。再还有那么多希望在前。。不能把这个不能放在这些希望的前面。救我。。 T__T 我不要痛！！！

Future Leader Programme By AYTR

2010-03-29T02:00:00.000+08:00

Great Camp indeed. it is where the activity reflect what is happening to me now a day.Yes, we had been taught that people are realistic. How realistic? what you can't see when you are easy isn't realistic. When you facing difficulty, that is where the people become realistic. People are forced to make decision irrational when we doesn't have anymore choice. Disappointed over irrational, sad when

Can't get inside

2010-03-21T19:46:00.000+08:00

i really don't understand what you all thinking. i really can't understand what you all are doing. This suck!!! suck to the max!!! how come i can't even feel you all as part of the family... all i need is just you all are part of the family. just simply feel... why i can't get it... why am i trying so hard for it. everyday i can't help to bring out my bad side, scolding shit, and all the bad

秘密

2010-03-20T20:42:00.001+08:00

Secret.. 心中的秘密。。连心都不肯告诉我他的秘密。。。我怎么要把我自己变的快乐。我忍了大风，把一道墙放在他们前面。无法。。。简直无法。。无法让你们知道。。无法让你们快了。。无法让你们满足。渐渐的。。。我需要的爱。。已近冷诺了。真的需要你们两个。。。太远了。。太远了。。我不能变成完美的人。。。我不能。。。我只是尽我能力。。我不是超人。。有时，很多加减乘除。。在我脑海里。。游来游去。我希望。。这个泪。不会白掉。。

Make it a day

2010-03-15T17:10:00.000+08:00

i m Ready.. i m Okay.. i m Good.. Everything that left for me this semester, it is going to be a great months. i just wanted to do what i want and go forward.. do expect some the annoyance side of mine. do expect the ugly side of mine. what i want is the best for what i want to see. Camp, something i expect nothing else but a good camp. i can't expect much, i just want to do the best, just for

Helpless

2010-03-13T01:09:00.000+08:00

it wasn't a me... this week... i felt so not myself... even my thinking and so on. who am i suddenly? why m i doing so much of unnecessary thing. . it was an awful day for me... i wasn't really into myself today... felt so helpless, felt so useless. i can't complain myself like that cause it isn't me... whatever i did is really out of my league. i need to fix back myself... Alex Lim, where are

Unexpected, unlucky... unhappy day...

2010-03-08T23:06:00.000+08:00

如何解释。。早起的鸟儿有虫吃。。一大清早。。Y3 打电话给我。。8.15am 我醒来了。。 zzz，真的很想在睡。。可是好吃的点心，我不能错过。。哈哈yumm yumm 跟了Detective Ang, Ah beng, y3, zohan!，Draggy 和 Kai Ling 去吃。。听了不少东西。。 @@... huhuhu... 过后呢。。。去SK打包东西给午餐吃。。哇。。 kns... 尽然Debit 卡不能在油站用的。。害我进这么多钱。。 == 然后叻。。就会学校搬东西回NTU 咯。。本来想跟你吃个午饭的。。哪里知道。。没时间。。。 haiz..没关系`。。过后回家整理行李。。拖来拖去。。。结果。。。不好的事情就发生了。。cham lo!! 就是因为Facebook。。害我。。。开车。。很开心的要回家liao...可是。。。在Senawang的停站

It has been awhile

2010-03-04T01:24:00.000+08:00

Hmm, It has been awhile i never blog, haha, many people start to say, aww another dead blog again. Finally my Major event finish... the 13th CNYE.. good job, having alot memories with you guys. right now i m studying for my marketing exams tmr, and yet im day dreaming here.... alot is happening since then... so much... i doesn't know how to begin with to write in here.. seems like i need to wait

Just wanted to give you happiness

2010-01-13T01:47:00.002+08:00

数到5答应我

亲人

2010-01-06T14:22:00.001+08:00

超级白！！！

2010-01-02T01:18:00.002+08:00

忘记

2010-01-01T18:52:00.000+08:00

忘记。。忘记所有一切。。。忘记所有让我伤心的一切删除。。删除不要的东西。。删除痛苦的回忆。。这是我已经变成你的陌生人。。不要在返回。。这些也不重要了。。祝你生活快乐。。。 Saiyonara。我现在有了是快乐。。新的一年。。 2010。。。我希望你就是我的唯一了。。你是我的最特别。。谢谢你给我的快乐。。虽然不能跟你见面。。可是我会等待。。我等着你。。 April。。。 a long way to go... but i m more than willing to wait. 13th 届新春。。。我们大家一起加油。。。迎新。。。我会做到我最好。。。学业。。。我要4 FLAT！！

leg!!! huat ar!! heng ar!! song ar!!! woot!

2009-12-31T17:59:00.000+08:00

huat ar! finally my leg kena balut!! haha... after a month of pain... and stuborn. here is the result!... serve me right! haha... happy new year... this leg is my new year eve present... nice leh.. i love it XD

什么都不需要

2009-12-30T20:11:00.000+08:00

人。朋友。。家人。。。我的存在。。就是让需要我的人我就会在那边。。不需要当什么陌生人。。每个人都值得去开心。不需要伤心。。生活上加油

Vacation or not?

2009-12-27T22:51:00.001+08:00

Money!!! haha.... i m lack of money now... woosh!!... with no money in my wallet... now i m at penang! .. haha... what a .... feel.. haha.. i m very very happy.. cause i finally get to eat penang food which i wanted most of the time.. what i had learn at penang when i see the bridge... see my friend around. i m not alone... sometimes i make myself many thought.. why human have such much

Winter Solstice

2009-12-22T19:19:00.002+08:00

Today i came back to malacca... first thing i thought of... is my mum's tang yuan! once a year, every thing is goin on and off again.. so here we are... tang yuan... i m one year older again XD... I m back to malacca mah... so here is my mum cooking for dinner XD... i love my mum XD hahahaah... also i went back to bukit beruang swimming pool to get my ILS License

今天学了很多。。

2009-12-21T19:33:00.000+08:00

嗯。。。等下。。。在告诉你们 ^^

Unhealthy

2009-12-21T00:52:00.000+08:00

Guess what... blood from me.. i nose bleed again... can't think of what is happening to me... old things is happening back ... @@ while i was sneezing... i though it was normal sneezing... but i m nose bleeding again..

Lifes is unexpected

2009-12-20T23:30:00.000+08:00

Just right after i wanted to forget, but i see again.... i wonder... why god treat me like that.... sometimes i really hope i can calm down... be someone people like.. just a normal and happy guy that people who use to know... today i emo again.... drink wine.... having ownself unconsious. ridiculous isn't it? I just wish there is a people who can really care me.. just wish... but ... the wish

opps Exam again

2009-12-20T13:15:00.000+08:00

later, coming soon 2.30pm malaysian studies haa... hope i do prepare enough for it. ==... hope so haha... everyday is the same thing... here n there.. but some days are special with friends haha... i felt many things aren't impossible... lets me strike for it... my law... make it possible!! 突然想爱他。 make this as a promise.... @@ i m listening to poker face nw @@ omg!! gtg... preparing for exam

缘分

2009-12-17T16:52:00.003+08:00

昨天。。在水中。。发现到。。人群就像水。。很多很多。。的水滴。可是遇见了，会停下来在一起吗？人就像水，擦肩而过。。陌生，不管你在哪个地方有多久。不想就不会有。人有机会见面也是缘分了。有机会认识也是缘分。可是缘分也可以是痛苦，也可以是快乐。要自己发现到自己的快了。每当我看见小孩子的时候，我总觉得他们都在告诉我很多东西。有个小孩看到我的苦脸时，他说：“哥，你为什么像个恐龙阿伯”。天真的小孩是不会说谎。那时，我想我应该让很多人怕了我。有时我看见人，问自己苦脸有错吗？人有时一定会有苦脸，不然就让自己苦着脸下去就行了。在看多一点。。我发觉自己想是不能得。。要看而不是去想。看到人家的痛苦，你会觉得自己的苦一定不会比人苦。人生有很多高高低低，有左有右。就像天气一样。人家都没有埋怨，为什么自己要埋怨。如果事情不好了，去决绝它，而不是埋怨

昨晚十三个许愿

2009-12-14T20:14:00.000+08:00

1）考4 flat 2) 身体健康 3）家人平安 4）朋友们能快找到自己的快乐 5）父母赚大钱，哈哈 6）自己赚大钱！！ 7）希望你幸福 8）希望你能成功 9）朋友们全部成功 10）十三届理事会顺顺利利 11）遇见能打开钥匙的人 12）做事不要粗心 13）平静的心

流星雨

2009-12-14T10:51:00.003+08:00

昨晚，我和新春筹委去到mmu stadium 去看流星看到了不少的流星。。朋友们都在许愿，能考到好成绩，新春顺利，还有很多。有朋友问我，你一定是许着要快点得到女朋友。。但是我告诉他们，有可能吗？我每天晚上不断的想着，我为什么需要恋爱。。很痛苦。。我真的不想再想了。。每一次想，都不是自己想要的。。想到不是自己想要的，真的好痛苦，很辛苦。恋爱就像苹果一样。。每一次，吃了他一口，觉得他不好吃后就不要吃了，这是就看起来不会是一个完整的苹果，很不美丽不知道为什么恋爱每一次都会让我受伤，也不知道。。很难说。。我昨晚的心情就像乌云这样。。要下，可是下不成。我的泪从以前就已经干了。你说我想太多了。我都想不去想太多。可是就是偏偏在我没事做的时候想到。也许，人家说，把自己便道最忙回决绝这个问题。我套头回来说，我需要勇气，说，你的幸福，

Back To cyber again

2009-12-13T15:24:00.001+08:00

i was wondering... i shouldn't think much. yes i shouldn't think much, no need wonder. actually, i really don't know, i really really don't know... i just want some ending.. thats all... i doesn't want to continue anymore longer.. i felt so heavy in my heart and very ache. it has been terrible but i won't complain. i know complain won't get me anywhere. I see most of my friend getting in and

回到马六甲

2009-12-12T12:10:00.000+08:00

Back to Malacca makes me wonder alot... i m start to being told by my mum, even him... told me that i shouldn't have so much thing on myself. that really bring me alot of disaster. every night i was thinking many things, even someone.. i couldn't make myself a decision to say. all i want just a simple life, simple thinking before i get into something i want. Dad told me, it isn't the time yet.

单身潜逃 - 戴佩妮

2009-12-07T19:10:00.000+08:00

我没有你想像中那么坚强我只是擅长用微笑去伪装不是吗我没有你形容的那么勇敢我偶尔也会慌我也和你一样曾经年少轻狂受了一点伤我们都是一样相信永远不远但坚持却有点难就让记忆中的爱慢慢烧烧痛了我们就逃带着现实的铐摺叠我剩余的微笑通往没有你的轨道就让记忆中的你慢慢老老去了谁也得不到带着我的祈祷摺叠我累积的问号开始一次的单身潜逃 aHa……aodaodaodao

自信

2009-12-07T19:01:00.000+08:00

很多人问，我的自信呢？那我问会他们，哪你的自信呢？每个人，自己的自信的存在，是没人看得到，而是要发觉到。自己没自信，是因为不想要。。不如把要的东西成为生活上的目标。。把你的自信拿出来。。有时，自信好像老鼠。。看到对它有害的东西，就不会出来了。。就好象人一样。。当一些比较难的事情发生的时候。。我们本身的自信就很难出来。。自信需要勇气大家不要因为一次跌倒，而像老鼠一样怕了。。我们要像老鹰一样。。不管世界有多危险，它，在外都不是问题。有自信的在旷阔的天空上飞翔。

Sleepness night

2009-12-07T10:32:00.000+08:00

a whole night of thinking says that... why should i think... it is rather to think nothing but happy things... It is a courage for me, i learn from here, never give up although it is hard, in the end i will get something i want if i never give up. it is always a support from my friend, love them so much... i wonder how am i going to repay them.. haha.. Few days ago... i make my friend's

Swim Faster, Study Efficiently, Think Carefully

2009-11-25T01:09:00.000+08:00

I wish i could swim faster, i wish i could have a better stamina, i wish i could have participate in all swimming competition, because of few stuff, i throw away my dream. but doesn't matter as i learn many things, learn to give up and learn to take and learn to stay strong. i wish i have time to train... i wish i have time to swim with my fellow swim friends, it is fun to swim with people

MOtivation

2009-11-24T21:03:00.000+08:00

Unless you had though what motivates you towards studies.. towards work... towards something that always stress you out... you will never fight till the end for something that needed you to do... i had lost many hopes now a day... i know i can't give up in this very end. i just can't... i know i had been irresponsible this few days even week even month... i doesn't know what had happen to me.

no COMPLAIN

2009-11-21T00:25:00.000+08:00

What had happen in my life! No COMPLAIN What i get, What i deserve! No COMPLAIN! Why should i complain... it is wasting time... it doesn't benefit me.. why should i jealous over everything, everyone and everywhere. It doesn't make sense... Don't dissapoint over something get use to something that even have a slightest possible to fail. Be smart and see forward... look for solution not look

TEehee!! 2012.. >> 0001... haha...

2009-11-17T03:09:00.002+08:00

First though of 2012.. Disaster!!!... World End!! @@.... watch with friends.... 2012... for two times...@@ it was great although i watch 2 times though... imagine that our world has come to an end i wonder will people survive just like the people in the movie? and arch for people to stay in just for few years until everything is settle down and a new world reborn? Whats my first impression

Overdone

2009-11-15T14:56:00.000+08:00

Maybe i have overdone it.... Many times i try to fix the problem... somehow somewhat... it is getting worst...... i have try to change... but changing to something that you won't like... mayb i m too harsh sometimes... hope it doesn't hurt u i m too selfish sometimes sometimes i m too rush over something make decision without thinking what will be happen next. didn't listen to what you say.

PainFul!!!

2009-11-13T03:20:00.002+08:00

Arggh!!..damn.... my leg is sprain it is damn painful.. why is it this time have to come ..i have pretty much thing to do this two week and yet... today early morning went class... makes me suffer when i start to walk on the stair case.. Argg!!....Thanks for my fren that help me yesterday at least ease my painful when i sprain my leg..and thanks for ur medicine too.. it help me alot... i just

Singapore

2009-11-11T17:38:00.000+08:00

Dilemma... parents ask me to go singapore... i require to go back on 21 november..which is my camp day T__T...for my passport...what should i do!!???

Celebrating the 100!! post of my blog!! WOOT!

2009-11-11T15:19:00.003+08:00

teehee!!!

How To forget a person you love

2009-11-11T12:02:00.001+08:00

Cool..found this on a websiteStep 1:Cry out everything you have to cry about! When we get hurt, it's normal (and good) to cry. Don't ever think you're being weak for crying and don't feel embarrassed because of it! It's normal and it's good! When you cry, you let go of part of your anger and hurt so you can feel less heavy. You can lock yourself in a room, if you want to, and put on some sad

FOOD?

2009-11-10T16:58:00.001+08:00

Aww this is my lunch bdw...i had been imagining... food is important for all lifes..without food, no one can survive...i had been thinking under the rain today...What i can do? guess i m thinking of food art, food nutrition.Healthy for all human being.

Angry

2009-11-09T00:13:00.002+08:00

我很生气我自己。。。为什么那么做。。。为什么那么傻。。。又来了一次。。。很难过。。。昨晚。。。跟Alice出去果然有把心放开一点。。。Cyberlake。。。。So Near Yet so Far.....我跟你的距离越来越远。。。我不知道要怎么做了。。。我想。。。时间是最好的解药。。我要开心！！！！！

Dreams

2009-11-07T21:28:00.006+08:00

What I wanted?what i m feeling?what does i want in my future?what i want to feel?unfortunate for me hahaha.... i choose the wrong way in friendship...thats why i m feeling lonely now... yeap i do admit haha.... Deep inside me, i was thinking that i m very sad.... but .. my mother always remind me to stay happy always... yes... i will..deep inside me, i was thinking i m useless...but .. my dad

Lifes

2009-11-05T22:31:00.002+08:00

Lifes beneath us lies upon angerlies upon frustrationlies upon happinesslies upon excitementWhat we hope for life?你觉得生活需要什么？我不觉得我需要什么。。。all we hope it is just simple.... a simple life will brought u alot of meaning...do what you wantdon't do what you don't wantlifes can be complicated... lifes can be simplebutTrue cares and loves from parents and true friendsare always there...remember it well...

Thrilling day

2009-10-30T11:44:00.003+08:00

OMG.... today was another bad day for me though...haha... anyway no complain... >.

Realise 发觉

2009-10-29T09:42:00.005+08:00

我发现到。。。一个人。。喜欢上一个人的时候。他只需要她支持他。。不是要跟他讲道理。。因为那时候。。他是心理很乱。。想东西有时候会，很多都是逃避。。转话题。。。这是候会很痛苦。。。发觉了。。。人进步。。。需要接受人家的看法。。。不要认为。。。人家很厉害。。。生活上不能追上就想要放弃。。想防抗。。人不需要跟人比较。。。人是需要跟自己比较。。。人要朝向会的人学习。。不管是谁。不管是几时。。社会有很多种。。。人有很多种。。。。。要怎么接受。。。要怎么拒绝。。。你的判断。。。你的选择。。。。你的答案影响你自己。。。真正关心你的人。。是父母。。不是朋友。。。朋友是有时候你旁边的陪伴者。可是父母永远都是你的陪伴者，听你所有心事。。只要好好告诉他们。。他们会了解你。。虽然。。。我这点有时在某些人某些事情有错。。在仔细想想。。不管父母会怎么样。。。他们都是你的父母。。

It is A life that you can't expect it to be happening

2009-10-28T09:46:00.004+08:00

生活。。有上有下。。在生活当中。。也许。。我说。。。很多困扰。。。很麻烦。。但。。我可要问我自己。。我家人呢？他们不是比我更困扰，更多烦恼吗？所以。。不能让家人被伤害。。因为家人是我们的最终支持者。有时候。。。某些事情。。是需要放弃，不要再去让别人伤害。。也许。。逃避不需要见面也是一个很好的解决方案。。虽然。。不是一个很好的解决方法可是。。慢慢的冷落。。慢慢的忘记。。也就是时间给最好的解药。。。可是。。我昨晚。。。有人告诉我。。逃避。。是得到更多问题。。要面对现实。。我告诉我自己。。我不会逃避。。有事放马过来。。感情。。祝你幸福。。不再烦恼。once a depth of a deep ocean..once i divei ever wonder will i get upand there i sayi will.

在寻找进步

2009-10-25T13:23:00.004+08:00

这是我在想想来想去却想不到我要想得东西难到我思想的极限就有那么样？有时觉得很烦。。为什么这么简单的东西也不能解决，可是我不能这么烦。。我只能跟我自己讲。。烦恼是没用的。。要冷静下来。。去寻找进步。。

我错了

2009-10-24T23:08:00.001+08:00

我觉得我错了。。。。不应该这么做。。最近。。。想法有问题。。。不知道为什么会。。乱乱想。。。心很痛。。。。

教会了我

2009-10-24T15:17:00.002+08:00

她。。教会了我。。怎么想。。她。。教会了我。。。要怎么对人。。。她教会了我。。怎么忍耐。。。她教会了我。。。不要放弃。。。她不断的给我新的看法。。这给我对世界的看法更大。。她让我醒觉到。。人不能一直依靠。。我再也怎么想我还是个开着门的笼内的鸟。。

不可能的事情

2009-10-14T13:59:00.003+08:00

有些事情。。。。我已经觉得不可能了。。为什么。。。我还是要去做。。。。很多事情。。。。最近让我烦恼。。。。很希望能快快解决课业。。。我终于放弃了。。。败在自己的手上。。。结果。。。只能会到自己的原路。。家人。。。好不容易。。。我才能让我家人有快乐的一天。。为什么。。。电脑世界。。。能破坏我的快乐。。病。。。不要再来了。。。朋友。。。。这个世界上。。。人不可能永远依靠着别人。。。有时。。。自己去做会比较快乐。。不能得时候。。。不要勉强。。。勉的会后悔。。。爱情。。。不能勉强。。。在我心中。。。。不知道要怎么想了。。。我只能说。。。是我的。。我会好好珍惜。。不是我的。。。我只能说。。。希望你快乐。。。我会永远支持你。。这。。。我只能说。。。我会等。。。林鸿源。。。你回到了马六甲。。。是时候。。找回你的笑容。。。回去后。。。

够了。。。

2009-10-13T17:31:00.001+08:00

我够了。。。我现在很辛苦。。。不想再想了。。。

失落沙洲

2009-10-08T02:44:00.002+08:00

又来到这个港口没有原因的拘留我的心乘着斑剥的轻舟寻找失落的沙洲随时间的海浪漂流我用力张开双手拥抱那么多起起落落想念的还是你望着我的眼波我不是一定要你回来只是当又一个人看海回头才发现你不在留下我迂回的徘徊我不是一定要你回来只是当又把回忆翻开除了你之外的空白还有谁能来教我爱又回到这个尽头我也想再往前走只是越看见海阔天空越遗憾没有你分享我的感动我不是一定要你回来只是当又一个人看海回头才发现你不在留下我迂回的徘徊我不是一定要你回来只是当又把回忆翻开除了你之外的空白还有谁能来教我爱我不是一定要你回来只是当又一个人看海疲惫的身影不是我不是你想看见的我我不是一定要你回来只是当独自走入人海除了你之外的依赖还有谁能教我勇敢除了你之外的空白还有谁能来教我爱

Vote for her

2009-10-07T18:25:00.002+08:00

Hey friends,please vote for my friend here.. thanks you^^..your vote is highly appreciate.please go to this linkhttp://www.facebook.com/photo.php?pid=3820246&op=1&o=all&view=all&subj=78349254844&aid=-1&oid=78349254844&id=799963097and the voting system is there. thanks

向上

2009-10-02T18:28:00.004+08:00

是时候看见很多人忙碌又烦恼的是杀手考试。。。这几天。。。很多人的生活都跟书有关联书？学问? 当然，要为了前途好或许我不知道那些人不是为了前途而去读书考好成绩。在我每天生活当中，发现了努力不一定会成功。如果要成功就要用心去努力。。没用心的努力。。。是不会的到你要的东西或许我在这有错吧。。。生活当中。。。很多东西我们有时无法接受。。当它发生的时候。。就要觉得他是你就好得成长过程。爱情。。。是难免的。。。有个朋友说。。。自然就好。。。不要去追求。。。追求不会让你后来的幸福。。朋友们。。这几天。。我们要好好加油。。。让我们生活充满快乐。p.s : This few days although i look moody and i look down it is because of exams...and some other problems that past

做人

2009-09-26T15:58:00.003+08:00

Ever since i come to cyber, i though something new and good would comeMany though...why i would feel like this?i can't even know what is to be a good people and a bad people.i just cant differentiate anymore.. tired to learn and to think of this... after all, does it matter? People will think yes it does matter, it effect people all around... but too many people with too many kind of behaviour.I

打败了

2009-09-16T03:53:00.002+08:00

今天。。。我被就那么几句话打败了。。。我发现。。我原来还是有很多弱点。。。为什么，要做简单的人，反而会变成更复杂。。想太多了。。。

饥饿30

2009-08-25T01:59:00.003+08:00

过了30 个小时。。我终于完成了这个挑战。。我挨饿了。30个小时。。虽然这个是我不能自己觉得光荣的事因为我比不上那些比我命运根痛苦的小孩。。可是我会觉得骄傲。。因为我有常识。。。I've got the power

What kind of people i should be!!

2009-08-25T01:53:00.002+08:00

Sometimes i wish i could emo.. myself around a corner...wish to cry out... wish to shout out..but those are just something to make myself comfortable for short while...i wish i can know what should i do... this is my personal problem我想太多了。。。 ==

Love

2009-08-25T01:45:00.002+08:00

Just how many times you can give up on who u like when she doesn'tbelong to you..Just how many times you can just let her walk away while you wanted totalk to herJust how many times you can fall in love with..undeniable something is wrong with me....i couldn't help but to think so much why and why?many would say it is normal and it is like this...all i want is solution...

Lifes Beneath the stone

2009-08-25T01:39:00.003+08:00

Just how much can you seethe life beneath the stone of ownself...many things lies ahead... too far to let you see.but can you imagine how many things lies beneath the back of ur life?

不够成熟

2009-08-15T01:20:00.000+08:00

想当初。。我的中学时期不够成熟。。跟大家分享。。 by2 - 不够成熟

失望

2009-08-15T00:26:00.003+08:00

有时候。。在不知不觉中。。美梦在现实上发生。。。不知不觉中。。。你会发现到那些都是假的。。失望。。非常失望。。在一些时候。。人是需要发现自己。。。不要被好梦而掉下陷阱。。好好做人。。是你的缘，她会来。。

想念

2009-08-12T17:47:00.001+08:00

我忽然很想念。。。。。游泳池。。。很久。。。很久。。。。没去游泳了。。在水中的感觉。。。我很怀念。。。我很想去游泳！！

Phelps does it again!!

2009-08-08T16:01:00.002+08:00

i m so thrill with this.. my swim idol.Michael Phelpsbreak the 100m butterfly event..c this... stunning!!

早晨

2009-08-07T16:12:00.002+08:00

早上起来。。。雾沉沉。。向外看一面白白。。什么都看不清。真想有新鲜空气，让大家有个美好的早上。什么时候这些病毒会离开我们。什么时候世界会再是个舒服的地方让我们住。。。

朋友

2009-08-07T03:01:00.014+08:00

默默的来到赛城感觉非常奇怪。。不知生活要怎么过。。过了一段日子。。我参与了塞华。。其实。。我本来带着想看赛城华文学会会员们的生活而已。不过。。经过了不少的接触。有说有笑。。还蛮开心觉得这班朋友。。能带给我我想要的生活希望。做活动的感觉，就加入了他们这些朋友令我觉得生活上，不只要能看着身边而已。而要向全部看。有人让我觉得把希望想象成星星。生活要旷阔像鲸鱼在大海的生活。大家加油^^p.s 很抱歉大家。。把大家照片放在这哈哈。。只是要些回忆。还有很多照片没放。。很sry 咯因为我累了 ==

13th 届赛城华文学会

2009-08-07T02:57:00.005+08:00

很高兴。。到了塞城华文学会。。我认识了不少很有意思的朋友。全部都会在这一年为华文学会贡献。13th 华文学会13th 华文学会理事会我们大家一起加油^^

很想很想

2009-08-07T01:59:00.002+08:00

很想很想很想我拥有更多的时间很想很想很想我拥有那些知识很想很想很想有时能跟朋友谈些没有想象过的东西在生活中。。也许有很多很想。有时想到就觉得自己天正可是想东西不是天正啊？思想的交叉。。。p.s 华语也许有些错。。有错就post comment 跟我说^^

NEw Phone!! ^^

2009-07-19T13:03:00.005+08:00

Happy, i m sooo soooo soo happyi just bought my new fon W380i...a cool fon.. although i had some a wrong charger he gave me when i bought the fon..== swt, it is a brand new 1..heres for a quick look around my fon ^^

very frustrating

2009-07-17T00:51:00.000+08:00

today is the day my fon spoil again...sry guys.. i might not able to receive msg or callsjus leave me msn or emails.. i wil reply asap...while waiting for my new fon T.T so sad..

Memories

2009-07-12T15:49:00.002+08:00

Have much fun together with new friends and senior...but still memory can't be takenWHEN CAN I HAVE A CAMERA FON OR CAMERA!!! T.Tohh i miss my old fon T.T

Life in Cyber

2009-06-28T21:39:00.003+08:00

Many things happen when i come to cyber$$ fly away thats for sure haha...depart from my home(i miss my family)alone... in my little kancil... with all my stuff packed along hahareach here.. put all my stuff into my unit along with my friends. @@nth much jus as usual clean my room this n thatbla bla bla.. ==sleep early cause nxt morning early classes.. ==and no internet connection(main reason)

StAy TunEd

2009-06-20T22:12:00.000+08:00

Hey guys... sry for long time nv blog d....hahaha. there will be bunch of update soon..so Stay Tuned!! ^^Take care everybody...Alex =p

It Hurt

2009-06-02T22:05:00.000+08:00

我的脚。。。好疼。。my nails had dropped off cause i kick a toilet door... T.Tnw i can't swim for weeks T.T

Taggy..

2009-06-01T21:07:00.003+08:00

1. Besides your lips , where is the favorite spot to get kissed ?forehead @@2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning?ohh... what happen to my head.. it feel pain3. Who was the last person / people you took a photo with?my classmate =x4. Would you consider yourself spoiled?nope..5. Will you ever donate blood?Yeah... in my previous National Service Camp6. Have you ever had a best friend

50m freestyle world record(amaze @@)

2009-05-31T14:39:00.000+08:00

wow... alot says he done something wrong like doping?i wonder is it true?hope it is not.. haha.. well done Frederick..

怀念，Memories, Kenangan

2009-05-29T14:30:00.042+08:00

过了一年。。。终于过了我的foundation..真希望万事都能顺顺利利的过。。这一来。。。很多怀念。。。it started with ~started with foundation.....orientation friends ^^ with memories...drama group....Erwin's birthday... i miss this group very much, but only two of us wil go cyber and one of us will go for taylor..Lynnette ... a nice caring girl that i noe during orientation.. hahaalthough we all wil be at different campus.. stil will miss you

忙碌中

2009-05-27T02:03:00.001+08:00

考试。。。稍后再写。。今天。。最后一战。。

Maple at midnight

2009-05-24T19:07:00.001+08:00

哈哈,这个video是蛮不错，又好笑情人节不能点的歌。。哈哈enjoy

Mother's Day

2009-05-10T20:49:00.003+08:00

Today is a wonderful day for a mother.To all Mother in this earth, Happy Mother's DayUpon the journey from 0 to 18i had been watch by her,how i grow, how i learn, how i started to walk,how i cry, how i started to talk. She gave me the best in everything she could do for me,Through the pain she had always while i was complaining with crying when i was a babycomplain about things that make me sad,