Dreams

What I wanted?

what i m feeling?

what does i want in my future?

what i want to feel?

unfortunate for me hahaha....

i choose the wrong way in friendship...

thats why i m feeling lonely now...

yeap i do admit haha....

Deep inside me, i was thinking that i m very sad....

but .. my mother always remind me to stay happy always...

yes... i will..

deep inside me, i was thinking i m useless...

but .. my dad always remind me be wise... things aren't impossible

yes .. i will..

there is sometimes i ever think....

why i m sitting in my own room right on my chair...

thinking... what can i do?

why i m feeling so desperate?

why i m feeling so sad?

i look back right at my own old diary that i use to wrote when i feeling sad

errm... (*laugh) at my self...

is what i feel i want....

i put my hope at a wrong hope...@@

things aren't as simple as you want....

it can be complicated it can be simple...

right here right now.... i think back at my own self and say...

i still have a long way to go..

i realise... things i want i can't get..

it is because i never know what i really want.

What are my dream?

do i really have a dream?

i never though what my dream are..

and here i think.. i will have my parents dreams..

live harmony... be successfull to live happily together now and in future

Inside the pool water i went in recently...

the sky is so blur when i see from under the water..

i wonder.... m i always in water... see every single people

at a blur sight.. doesn't know what they want and what they feel..

what m i to other people... what kind of people i m, people think

i just wanted to know...

Am i emo-ing? and i really really sad?

nope i m not... because my mum is always there thinking of me, support me with all her heart.

I love you mum.

Do i need love?

yes i do need! but who? when?

I doesn't know.... i only know... i appreciate people who understand me and love me

i will do my best for them and myself....

Chinese Language Society

what do i see you as? a place to play? a place to know girls?

a place to learn? a place to know more friends?

i see you as another home of me.

I wanted to decorate this home... i wanted to make this home wonderful

I will do my best!

To my dear housemate...

i am really sorry that sometimes i can't really accompany you all.

Espeacially Wun Chiak..

two times you invited me to ur birthday celebration yet i can't make it

i m really sorry for there. I will try my best nxt time^^ although it is stil long.

For my education...

i promise my dad... i promise myself

no more playing... Serious!! 4 flat is my aim.

for my finance...

aww!!... no more money...

it is always been my habit to spend... but really i try my best to work...

i have my money... i need to work harder to earn more money.

What else i wanted to say?

errm....

yeah.... i wanted to make a mark here.. i always have been saying empty words for myself

and other people...

am i goin to do that again? i hope i won't haha.

All my friend in malacca campus... i miss you guys...

it has been awhile... although we doesn't make much memory...

errm... for my junior... i m happy that i meet u all once again when

i m back to malacca that time... i really enjoy meeting you all

i miss you all. Hope those who coming up cyber... i can't wait to see you all again.. haha...

By the way guys... i m goin malacca to do a cyber talk!! yeah!!... see you guys there support

the cyber talk from CLS ya!!

Lastly... there are few people who i wish to thanks...

cause they always cheer me up..

Thanks... I noe u noe... who you are..^^

Lifes

Lifes

beneath us

lies upon anger

lies upon frustration

lies upon happiness

lies upon excitement

What we hope for life?

你觉得生活需要什么？

我不觉得我需要什么。。。

all we hope it is just simple....

a simple life will brought u alot of meaning...

do what you want

don't do what you don't want

lifes can be complicated...

lifes can be simple

but

True cares and loves from parents and true friends

are always there...

remember it well...

lives the way you want.. lives happily...

i wish you always get what you wanted

我看见问题是我们的障碍，

可是问题就是我们的成长，

所以

A smile a day... keeps the frustration away!!

i m Myself... Myself are to smile and to bring happiness to everybody..

=)

Thrilling day

OMG....

today was another bad day for me though...

haha... anyway no complain... >.<

guess what everybody... at 11.45am Friday 30th october 2009

Me, Alex Lim Hong Yuen is calculating how much have he spend in whole month of

OCTOBER!!!

guess how much...

4 digit i suppose... start with 2 and almost to 3, T__T

my wallet T__T

it feel so thin...

i think i m gonna get some work this semester..(*awww*)

though i at first think wow this is gonna be a very free semester for me =(

first....

of today

wake up late... i hope Yuki doesnt mind haha..

paiseh my daughter =p...

and then battery dies off cause of my carelessness

thus have to make my daughter walk back to her condo...

aww it make me feel terrible =(

after this i guess i m lucky enuf to have people who is so kind enuf

to help me... i m so glad they came...

after this i went to dengkil car shop to have my battery change...

so hence another RM120 gone... i m overbudjet for this month!! darn!!

&^%!&^%*&^!*@#^*@!&

Feel like scolding bad word... ehem(*cough*)

MxCxxxx.. TNB..... KNN CCB CLJ... &*&^#@*@

tuuu tuuuu tuuuu (p.s censorship for children under 13)

LOLX...LMAO..

ehem

there you go haha...

Alex!!! have a nice day...

Realise 发觉

我发现到。。。

一个人。。 喜欢上一个人的时候。

他只需要她支持他。。 不是要跟他讲道理。。

因为那时候。。 他是心理很乱。。 想东西

有时候会，很多都是逃避。。

转话题。。。

这是候会很痛苦。。。

发觉了。。。

人进步。。。 需要接受人家的看法。。。

不要认为。。。 人家很厉害。。。 生活上不能追上

就想要放弃。。 想防抗。。

人不需要跟人比较。。。

人是需要跟自己比较。。。

人要朝向会的人学习。。

不管是谁。

不管是几时。。

社会有很多种。。。

人有很多种。。。。。

要怎么接受。。。

要怎么拒绝。。。

你的判断。。。你的选择。。。。 你的答案

影响你自己。。。

真正关心你的人。。

是父母。。 不是朋友。。。

朋友是有时候你旁边的陪伴者。

可是父母永远都是你的陪伴者，听你所有心事。。

只要好好告诉他们。。 他们会了解你。。

虽然。。。 我这点有时在某些人某些事情有错。。

在仔细想想。。 不管父母会怎么样。。。 他们都是你的父母。。

不会再有人是你的父母了。。

朋友

谁都可以当你的朋友。

至于爱情。。。

很多人。。 不管小学，中学，大学。。

人是会少少渴望爱情。。。

也许我自己还不知道什么是爱情。。

很模糊。。。甚至有时会很幼稚。。 天正。。

渴望爱情会让你思想很不平衡。。

做事很会差去。。

不去想。。 不去要。。

是你的就会来。。

这几天。。。 我变了。。

变成一个人家都觉得不是我自己的人。。

It is A life that you can't expect it to be happening

生活。。

有上有下。。

在生活当中。。

也许。。 我说。。。

很多困扰。。。很麻烦。。

但。。 我可要问我自己。。

我家人呢？

他们不是比我更困扰，

更多烦恼吗？

所以。。 不能让家人被伤害。。

因为家人是我们的最终支持者。

有时候。。。

某些事情。。

是需要放弃， 不要再去让别人伤害。。

也许。。

逃避不需要见面也是一个很好的解决方案。。

虽然。。 不是一个很好的解决方法

可是。。 慢慢的冷落。。 慢慢的忘记。。

也就是时间给最好的解药。。。可是。。

我昨晚。。。 有人告诉我。。

逃避。。 是得到更多问题。。

要面对现实。。

我告诉我自己。。

我不会逃避。。

有事放马过来。。

感情。。 祝你幸福。。

不再烦恼。

once a depth of a deep ocean..

once i dive

i ever wonder

will i get up

and there i say

i will.

在寻找进步

这是

我在想

想来想去

却想不到我要想得东西

难到我思想的极限就有那么样？

有时觉得很烦。。

为什么这么简单的东西

也不能解决，

可是我不能这么烦。。

我只能跟我自己讲。。

烦恼是没用的。。

要冷静下来。。 去寻找进步。。

我错了

我

觉得我错了。。。。

不应该这么做。。

最近。。。

想法有问题。。。

不知道为什么会。。 乱乱想。。。

心很痛。。。。

教会了我

她。。

教会了我。。

怎么想。。

她。。

教会了我。。。

要怎么对人。。。

她

教会了我。。

怎么忍耐。。。

她

教会了我。。。

不要放弃。。。

她

不断的给我新的看法。。

这给我对世界的看法更大。。

她

让我醒觉到。。

人不能一直依靠。。

我再也怎么想

我还是个开着门的笼内的鸟。。

不可能的事情

有些事情。。。。

我已经觉得不可能了。。

为什么。。。

我还是要去做。。。。

很多事情。。。。 最近让我烦恼。。。。 很希望能快快解决

课业。。。

我终于放弃了。。。 败在自己的手上。。。

结果。。。 只能会到自己的原路。。

家人。。。

好不容易。。。

我才能让我家人有快乐的一天。。

为什么。。。 电脑世界。。。 能破坏我的快乐。。

病。。。 不要再来了。。。

朋友。。。。

这个世界上。。。 人不可能永远依靠着别人。。。

有时。。。 自己去做会比较快乐。。

不能得时候。。。 不要勉强。。。

勉的会后悔。。。

爱情。。。

不能勉强。。。

在我心中。。。。 不知道要怎么想了。。。

我只能说。。。 是我的。。 我会好好珍惜。。

不是我的。。。 我只能说。。。 希望你快乐。。。

我会永远支持你。。

这。。。 我只能说。。。 我会等。。。

林鸿源。。。

你回到了马六甲。。。

是时候。。 找回你的笑容。。。

回去后。。。 你要做个。。 理想的人。。

够了。。。

我

够了。。。

我现在很辛苦。。。

不想再想了。。。

失落沙洲

又来到这个港口
没有原因的拘留
我的心乘着斑剥的轻舟
寻找失落的沙洲

随时间的海浪漂流
我用力张开双手
拥抱那么多起起落落
想念的 还是你望着我的眼波

我不是一定要你回来
只是当又一个人看海
回头才发现你不在
留下我迂回的徘徊
我不是一定要你回来
只是当又把回忆翻开
除了你之外的空白
还有谁能来教我爱

又回到这个尽头 我也想再往前走
只是越看见海阔天空
越遗憾 没有你分享我的感动

我不是一定要你回来
只是当又一个人看海
回头才发现你不在
留下我迂回的徘徊
我不是一定要你回来
只是当又把回忆翻开
除了你之外的空白
还有谁能来教我爱

我不是一定要你回来
只是当又一个人看海
疲惫的身影不是我
不是你想看见的我
我不是一定要你回来
只是当独自走入人海
除了你之外的依赖
还有谁能教我勇敢

除了你之外的空白
还有谁能来教我爱

Vote for her

Hey friends,

please vote for my friend here.. thanks you^^..

your vote is highly appreciate.

please go to this link

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and the voting system is there. thanks

向上

是时候看见很多人忙碌又烦恼的是杀手

考试。。。

这几天。。。 很多人的生活都跟书有关联

书？ 学问?

当然，要为了前途好或许我不知道那些人不是为了前途

而去读书考好成绩。

在我每天生活当中，发现了努力不一定会成功。

如果要成功就要用心去努力。。 没用心的努力。。。

是不会的到你要的东西

或许我在这有错吧。。。

生活当中。。。

很多东西我们有时无法接受。。

当它发生的时候。。 就要觉得他是你就好得成长过程。

爱情。。。

是难免的。。。

有个朋友说。。。

自然就好。。。 不要去追求。。。

追求不会让你后来的幸福。。 朋友们。。

这几天。。 我们要好好加油。。。 让我们生活充满快乐。

p.s : This few days although i look moody and i look down it is because of exams...

and some other problems that past happen to me... so for those who are worrying about me

thanks and i appreciate your friendship and your care, i will do my best for my life, and do see myself back again after this semester break ^^.

做人

Ever since i come to cyber, i though something new and good would come
Many though...
why i would feel like this?
i can't even know what is to be a good people and a bad people.
i just cant differentiate anymore..
tired to learn and to think of this...
after all, does it matter?
People will think yes it does matter, it effect people all around...
but too many people with too many kind of behaviour.
I m just lost... somewhere.. i don't wish to emo..
and i dont wish to have a fake smile..
what m i to everybody? m i being pity? or just m i being stupid?
It is hard to learn all this again.. i wish i could just learn how to behave what it will be.
just let it be.
I just felt empty... first time ever i come to university life.. i felt like this... i want my normal self
back!!..

打败了

今天。。。

我被就那么几句话

打败了。。。

我发现。。

我原来还是有很多弱点。。。

为什么，要做简单的人，反而会变成更复杂。。

想太多了。。。

饥饿30

过了30 个小时。。

我终于完成了这个挑战。。

我挨饿了。30个小时。。

虽然这个是我不能自己觉得光荣的事因为

我比不上那些比我命运根痛苦的小孩

。。 可是我会

觉得骄傲。。 因为我有常识。。。

I've got the power

What kind of people i should be!!

Sometimes i wish i could emo.. myself around a corner...

wish to cry out... wish to shout out..

but those are just something to make myself comfortable for short while...

i wish i can know what should i do... this is my personal problem

我想太多了。。。 ==

Love

Just how many times you can give up on who u like when she doesn't

belong to you..

Just how many times you can just let her walk away while you wanted to

talk to her

Just how many times you can fall in love with..

undeniable something is wrong with me....

i couldn't help but to think so much why and why?

many would say it is normal and it is like this...

all i want is solution...

Lifes Beneath the stone

Just how much can you see

the life beneath the stone of ownself...

many things lies ahead... too far to let you see.

but can you imagine how many things lies beneath the back of ur life?

不够成熟

想当初。。
我的中学时期

不够成熟。。

跟大家分享。。 by2 - 不够成熟

失望

有时候。。

在不知不觉中。。

美梦在现实上发生。。。

不知不觉中。。。

你会发现到那些都是假的。。

失望。。 非常失望。。

在一些时候。。

人是需要发现自己。。。

不要被好梦而掉下陷阱。。

好好做人。。

是你的缘， 她会来。。

想念

我忽然

很想念

。。。。。

游泳池。。。

很久。。。 很久。。。。 没去游泳了。。

在水中的感觉。。。 我很怀念。。。


我很想去游泳！！

Phelps does it again!!

i m so thrill with this.. my swim idol.
Michael Phelps
break the 100m butterfly event..

c this... stunning!!

早晨

早上起来。。。
雾沉沉。。 向外看一面白白。。
什么都看不清。
真想有新鲜空气，
让大家有个美好的早上。

什么时候这些病毒会离开我们。
什么时候世界会再是个舒服的地方
让我们住。。。

朋友

默默的来到赛城
感觉非常奇怪。。
不知生活要怎么过。。

过了一段日子。。
我参与了塞华。。
其实。。 我本来带着想看赛城华文学会
会员们的生活而已。

不过。。
经过了不少的接触。
有说有笑。。 还蛮开心

觉得这班朋友。。
能带给我我想要的生活希望。
做活动的感觉，就加入了他们

这些朋友令我觉得生活上，不只要能看着身边而已。
而要向全部看。

有人让我觉得把希望想象成星星。
生活要旷阔像鲸鱼在大海的生活。
大家加油^^









p.s 很抱歉大家。。 把大家照片放在这 哈哈。。
只是要些回忆。

还有很多照片没放。。 很sry 咯
因为我累了 ==

13th 届 赛城 华文学会

很高兴。。
到了塞城
华文学会。。 我认识了不少很有意思的朋友。
全部都会在这一年为华文学会贡献。

13th 华文学会


13th 华文学会理事会

我们大家一起加油^^

很想很想

很想很想
很想我拥有更多的时间
很想很想
很想我拥有那些知识
很想很想
很想有时能跟朋友谈些没有想象过的东西

在生活中。。
也许有很多很想。
有时想到就觉得自己天正
可是想东西不是天正啊？
思想的交叉。。。


p.s 华语也许有些错。。
有错就post comment 跟我说^^

NEw Phone!! ^^

Happy, i m sooo soooo soo happy
i just bought my new fon W380i...
a cool fon.. although i had some a wrong charger he gave me when i bought the fon..
== swt, it is a brand new 1..

heres for a quick look around my fon ^^

very frustrating

today is the day my fon spoil again...
sry guys.. i might not able to receive msg or calls
jus leave me msn or emails.. i wil reply asap...
while waiting for my new fon T.T so sad..

Memories

Have much fun together with new friends and senior...
but still memory can't be taken

WHEN CAN I HAVE A CAMERA FON OR CAMERA!!! T.T
ohh i miss my old fon T.T

Life in Cyber

Many things happen when i come to cyber
$$ fly away thats for sure haha...
depart from my home(i miss my family)
alone... in my little kancil... with all my stuff packed along haha
reach here.. put all my stuff into my unit along with my friends. @@
nth much jus as usual clean my room this n that
bla bla bla.. ==
sleep early cause nxt morning early classes.. ==
and no internet connection(main reason) haha.
nxt morning wat the **** my car gt clamp by the security guard..
they say i took the wrong pass ==... what is they who gv me d pass..
argg!! i m so innocent!! RM 50 fly away as stated in front line.. ==
it doesn't matter,
it causes my car to noise more!!
for your information.. when i went for car checking, the Formen say
my wheel bearing crush into pieces, i was like.. WTF
another RM120 gone.. duh!!
many suay thing happen to me when i come to cyber ... but it doesn't matter
things come better when i had settle down..
here i join my previous club.. CLS again! haha..
here i wish i can learn more things. many new things that i see in cyber
wish me all the best..
oh yeah bdw.. i join the 2nd time CLS orientation, those in mlk dun jealous of me who can't join for the second time =p
here is my group for Orientation(进四）


and the Big Group

StAy TunEd

Hey guys... sry for long time nv blog d....
hahaha. there will be bunch of update soon..
so Stay Tuned!! ^^

Take care everybody...

Alex =p

It Hurt

我的脚。。。 好疼。。
my nails had dropped off cause i kick a toilet door... T.T
nw i can't swim for weeks T.T

Taggy..

1. Besides your lips , where is the favorite spot to get kissed ?
forehead @@

2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
ohh... what happen to my head.. it feel pain

3. Who was the last person / people you took a photo with?
my classmate =x

4. Would you consider yourself spoiled?
nope..

5. Will you ever donate blood?
Yeah... in my previous National Service Camp

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
Of coursey

7. Do you want someone to be dead?
Nope....

8. What does your last text message say?
My Car go repair d XD

9. What are you thinking right now?
What should i do?

10. Do you want someone to be with you right now?
I wonder who want to be with me nw? haha that will be the people i want to be with the most..

11. What was the time you went to bed last night?
11pm

12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now ?
COS gave me.. @@

13. Is someone on your mind right now ?
All my classmate T.T

14. Who was the last person who text you ?
Woon Chiak

Five Lucky Person to do this quiz...
1) Cheemil
2)KPC
3)Catherine Loo
4)Jack
5)Ah Zhet

see i so good, don't tag same person again... later need to do alot wahahhahaa....

50m freestyle world record(amaze @@)

wow... alot says he done something wrong like doping?
i wonder is it true?
hope it is not.. haha.. well done Frederick..

怀念，Memories, Kenangan

过了一年。。。

终于过了我的foundation..
真希望万事都能顺顺利利的过。。

这一来。。。 很多怀念。。。
it started with ~


started with foundation.....
orientation friends ^^ with memories...
drama group....


Erwin's birthday... i miss this group very much, but only two of us wil go cyber and one of us will go for taylor..


Lynnette ... a nice caring girl that i noe during orientation.. haha
although we all wil be at different campus.. stil will miss you guyz.


Terry my brother.. haha.. hey good luk in your future and everything
although we will be separating for our degree still i hope all the best for you...
really will miss you this pal..


A1, Terry and Me.. friend 4eva


Wong Teh Lim... we three brothers..
haha.. all the best for you both...


Ying Xing CLS ... the camp that i honour it as one of the best camp i ever go


大力三 Team.. All the best for all of you...
once a team, once a friend, we are always
大力三。。

sweet memories...

华文学会。。 怀念中



康乐股，Recreational Division (CLSM)


Mid Autumn Festival OC (CLSM)


All committes of Mid Autumn Festival Gathering
miss ya...


ClS family

RD Teams




PSLC Team

最后。。。 我的beloved classmate...

lovely 大姐 ~ Tan Huei Wen

Da Jie, Grake(my hse~mate to be =p)
and me XP


Lovely Kristy~ xixi...
nxt time c you, always must smile and smile, cause u look nice when smile haha ^^


Handsome Lid Ren, Nice, Manly Leng zai Jack
Both cute lady Kristy and Xin yee =p and Me @@



hehe, this picture is nice although my head is somewhere
and Kristy head is 3/4 @@


woo, McDonald~ zz
haha... in pic
Lid Ren and Kristy(behind)
Xin Yee, Me and Chiew Yee Ah Soon~


Family PE070809


Han Kai(the cheerfull person haha... laugh that i won't forget
and Yew Meng(hey buddy, good luck in hehehehe =p)


My pal, Josh, and Leong Wei


Cj and Kristy...
(sry forget to post this... very hard to get this pic..) =p
And not to forget @@


Yi Xiang!!! sry buddy
this will make us remember all of our family ^^

This place is where i heading for nxt...
dreams....
what should i archieve..


swimming pool??? haha
no la, this is cyberjaya swimming pool
^^
one of my dream
that i want to archieve...

Alex =p memories of 08/09

p.s : sry if anyone that i din upload picture... i gt nt much picture... if have let me noe.... i wil post some comment in my blog with the picture ^^