I wish i could swim faster,
i wish i could have a better stamina,
i wish i could have participate in all swimming competition,
because of few stuff, i throw away my dream.
but doesn't matter as i learn many things, learn to give up and learn to take and learn to stay strong.
i wish i have time to train... i wish i have time to swim with my fellow swim friends, it is fun to swim with people
William!! swim with u is such a nice feeling.. Johnson!! i miss our matches!! Jesse i miss our butterfly matches..
Everybody we miss our 30s below 50m swim!!...
i wish i could study Efficiently,
i wish i can study with all my might,
i wish i can get four flat, i wish i could get smarter, i wish i can have a faster mind.
i couldn't help but to think.. what happen if i din't get good result?
everybody is saying... result actually doesn't really mind in our future.. how i fuck that though...
result really does matter, it makes parents happy.. do u all know that parents, inside them
they really get very very disappointed when you fail to get a good result, even though they say won't mind
it is just because they wanted you to feel better and to do better.
Don't disappoint our parents. What the hell are we learning in our university life?
Learn to be tired? learn to complain? learn to Sleep? learn to skip class?
know it yourself and of course myself..
After i came cyber... i had been thinking recklessly.
i didn't really think carefully for what i want, and what i m.
Such reckless thinking making me turning into a fool that everyone is started to say
what kind of shit is this Alex.
After i came here... i had a feeling that i had lost many friends around.
Just like secondary school...
But it doesn't matter...
i told myself not to give up.
Ready to push forward and release those unnecessary though.
Being a dead heart isn't bad after all.
Doesn't need to fall in love, doesn't need to worry so much about the one we like.
give all the loves to friends who need it, cares those friends who needed care the most.
I miss my Malacca friends.
They used to cheer me up when i have tears,
They used to bring me place where i can have fun when i fall apart,
They used to teach me when i was wrong.
I miss their support, i miss their care.
Right here, right now... i even will say i really need someone to care me...
Espeacially my mum, i hardly go back because i m busy... i really felt sorry,
my mum told me, is ok because those will help me in future.
Maybe is my attitude problem, people start to get away from me...
I would like to thanks especially Eunice Aw haha... for cheering me up when i was really down.
also would like to thanks Alice for sharing me with her stories also... that make me have a big though haha...
=p.
also thanks Sk for telling me stuff likewise would change me a lot in cyber.
i wonder do people know what m i thinking? hmm i guess not haha... doesn't really matter
Night...
Gd night
Oyasuminasai
晚安
2009年11月25日星期三
Swim Faster, Study Efficiently, Think Carefully
Posted by Lim Hong Yuen at 01:09 0 comments
2009年11月24日星期二
MOtivation
Unless you had though what motivates you
towards studies..
towards work...
towards something that always stress you out...
you will never fight till the end for something that needed you to do...
i had lost many hopes now a day... i know i can't give up in this very end.
i just can't... i know i had been irresponsible this few days even week even month...
i doesn't know what had happen to me. But i do know i can't give up.
It is weird, what else will make me fight for things that is going on.
sometimes i do feel sad.. but sometimes i tel myself... there is no use to be sad...
i had regain who m i.. but i doesn't regain what i m.
as a result...
what m i to this world? ... at the end i m laying on my bed again... for no reason..
haha..
Friends who lack of mood and motivation to push urself...
do think of what they are to you, and think of parents.
Think of ur future.. what will those happen to u, create you in future.
Posted by Lim Hong Yuen at 21:03 0 comments
2009年11月21日星期六
no COMPLAIN
What had happen in my life!
No COMPLAIN
What i get, What i deserve!
No COMPLAIN!
Why should i complain...
it is wasting time...
it doesn't benefit me..
why should i jealous over everything, everyone and everywhere.
It doesn't make sense...
Don't dissapoint over something
get use to something that even have a slightest possible to fail.
Be smart and see forward... look for solution not look for reason.
Don't waste time... don't waste money!
listen carefully to every single word people say... it might be useful
and it help people to feel better.
GWAHHH..
Posted by Lim Hong Yuen at 00:25 0 comments
2009年11月17日星期二
TEehee!! 2012.. >> 0001... haha...
First though of 2012..
Disaster!!!... World End!! @@....
watch with friends.... 2012... for two times...@@
it was great although i watch 2 times though... imagine that our world has come to an end
i wonder will people survive just like the people in the movie?
and arch for people to stay in just for few years until everything is settle down
and a new world reborn?
Whats my first impression towards a world end?
BOOM!!(yaiks!!) whole world get explode... @@ unimaginable isn't it...
my friends were telling me that at front part of the movie where he saw the water boiling in the tank..
he say wow.. free hot water can boil egg.. i was like... @@ haha... wtf oh okay.. haha free boil egg..
The element of the movie itself somehow touch me... i felt it... some family's love..
sacrifice... money!.... and of course... selfish though
Do people gain something from selfish?
NO... they lost humanity!! @@
In reality.. if 2012 world end is really happening... i tell myself what m i goin to do?
this three years? give up lifes? or do something honourable such as making the ship for people to survive?
haha... i certainly will go back to my family first... this makes me feel Family are more than important.
Oh yeah show something to u guys... Eros does it haha..
not bad... it was capture by my phone... so u guys noe i nv lie on this photo... haha...
Posted by Lim Hong Yuen at 03:09 1 comments
2009年11月15日星期日
Overdone
Maybe i have overdone it....
Many times i try to fix the problem...
somehow somewhat... it is getting worst......
i have try to change...
but changing to something that you won't like...
mayb i m too harsh sometimes... hope it doesn't hurt u
i m too selfish sometimes
sometimes i m too rush over something
make decision without thinking what will be happen next.
didn't listen to what you say.
Didn't know what's your feeling.
i m sorry..
i certainly hope you will up soon.
Posted by Lim Hong Yuen at 14:56 0 comments
2009年11月13日星期五
PainFul!!!
Arggh!!..
Posted by Lim Hong Yuen at 03:20 0 comments
2009年11月11日星期三
Singapore
Dilemma...
Posted by Lim Hong Yuen at 17:38 2 comments
How To forget a person you love
Cool..
Cry out everything you have to cry about! When we get hurt, it's normal (and good) to cry. Don't ever think you're being weak for crying and don't feel embarrassed because of it! It's normal and it's good! When you cry, you let go of part of your anger and hurt so you can feel less heavy. You can lock yourself in a room, if you want to, and put on some sad music...but let yourself feel the pain and cry so you can let it go. The main thing here is: Get rid of the pain! Just let her go!
Get busy! When you're trying to get someone out of your head, you need to put other things inside of it. In other words...get busy! It doesn't matter how, you just need to get distracted. Go to a movie, watch a play, travel. It doesn't matter what are you going to do--the important thing is to find something to do. Find a hobby, find something you enjoy doing, something to keep your mind busy. If your mind is busy, it doesn't have time or space to think about the person you're trying to forget.
Spend some time with your friends. Friends are always great to have in this kind of situation! Friends can make you feel good about yourself and get you distracted very easily. They will certainly make you laugh and make you see that you're way more important than you think! The only warning is: Ask them not to talk about the person you're trying to forget. If they start bringing the topic up in every conversation, you won't be able to forget, and instead of making you laugh, they're going to make you cry. So be honest and ask them not to talk about it!
Avoid the person! Try not to go to places you know you can meet that person. When you're trying to forget someone and you two keep seeing each other, it gets hard to get over it. If you meet him/her somewhere, just be nice and kind, but find an excuse to go away as fast as you can! If you work or study with him/her and you can't avoid seeing him/her, just try not to look and not to talk too much. Just be gentle and keep busy all the time so you won't have excuses to look at him/her or to chat.
Step 5:
Go out and see some different faces! Being at home gives you more time to think about it, which makes the process even more difficult. So even if you're not feeling excited or you're in a bad mood, just put on your best clothes, best shoes, best smile, call some friends and go somewhere nice where you can dance, drink, listen to some music. And the most important: See some different faces! When you go out, you notice that the person you're trying to forget is not the only one who's got a perfect smile and an amazing voice...thank god, there are other interesting people around the world, too!
Avoid every kind of romantic thing! If you're trying to forget someone, you'd better not watch romantic movies or listen to romantic songs...it makes you feel bad and you will certainly remember the person you're trying to get rid of. It doesn't matter if it's a song you love or if it's playing on the radio...just change the station or do something else! Put on some happy songs, dancing songs, watch some comedies, terror movies, whatever...you just need to avoid the romantic things for now!
Take good care of yourself. Women tend to run for some kind of self-destruction when they're hurt. If we break up our perfect relationship, then we have no reason to get our nails done anymore and the only thing that gives us comfort is chocolate and sugar. That way, the only thing we do is to become less attractive and lessen our self-confidence. So if you're hurt, just try to use your pain for yourself instead of against you. Go to the gym, work out a lot, get your nails and hair done...do whatever you can so you can feel more pretty and confident!
Accept the process! You can be really strong and it's still going to hurt. The process takes time and you have to accept that! You can't hope to forget in 2 days someone you loved for 2 years...and you can't pretend to be strong if you feel like crying. Just face your pain and accept that it's not easy and it's going to take some time. When you're patient with yourself and your situation, things tend to get easier...
Well, of course, forgetting someone is not easy to do nor is it easily explained in just 8 steps. But there are some things that make the process a lot smoother. As I said, it takes time and it's hard but I'm sure you can do it! The only thing that is really, really important is: It all depends on you! Don' ever forget that! If you want to forget someone, then you will, there is no doubt! Even if it takes a long time, even if you have to be really strong...you will be! In that kind of situation we usually find out that we are a lot stronger than we give ourselves credit for! So believe that. Believe that, take a deep breath and move on! Your life's waiting for you, baby!
Quoted from
http://www.howtodothings.com/family-relationships/how-to-forget-someone-in-8-steps
errm... i should try it haha
Posted by Lim Hong Yuen at 12:02 0 comments
2009年11月10日星期二
FOOD?
Posted by Lim Hong Yuen at 16:58 0 comments
2009年11月9日星期一
Angry
我很生气我自己。。。
Posted by Lim Hong Yuen at 00:13 0 comments
2009年11月7日星期六
Dreams
What I wanted?
Posted by Lim Hong Yuen at 21:28 0 comments
2009年11月5日星期四
Lifes
Lifes
Posted by Lim Hong Yuen at 22:31 0 comments
2009年10月30日星期五
Thrilling day
OMG....
Posted by Lim Hong Yuen at 11:44 0 comments
2009年10月29日星期四
Realise 发觉
我发现到。。。
Posted by Lim Hong Yuen at 09:42 0 comments
2009年10月28日星期三
It is A life that you can't expect it to be happening
生活。。
Posted by Lim Hong Yuen at 09:46 0 comments
2009年10月25日星期日
在寻找进步
Posted by Lim Hong Yuen at 13:23 0 comments
2009年10月24日星期六
我错了
我
Posted by Lim Hong Yuen at 23:08 0 comments
教会了我
她。。
Posted by Lim Hong Yuen at 15:17 0 comments
2009年10月14日星期三
不可能的事情
有些事情。。。。
Posted by Lim Hong Yuen at 13:59 1 comments
2009年10月13日星期二
2009年10月8日星期四
失落沙洲
又来到这个港口
没有原因的拘留
我的心乘着斑剥的轻舟
寻找失落的沙洲
随时间的海浪漂流
我用力张开双手
拥抱那么多起起落落
想念的 还是你望着我的眼波
我不是一定要你回来
只是当又一个人看海
回头才发现你不在
留下我迂回的徘徊
我不是一定要你回来
只是当又把回忆翻开
除了你之外的空白
还有谁能来教我爱
又回到这个尽头 我也想再往前走
只是越看见海阔天空
越遗憾 没有你分享我的感动
我不是一定要你回来
只是当又一个人看海
回头才发现你不在
留下我迂回的徘徊
我不是一定要你回来
只是当又把回忆翻开
除了你之外的空白
还有谁能来教我爱
我不是一定要你回来
只是当又一个人看海
疲惫的身影不是我
不是你想看见的我
我不是一定要你回来
只是当独自走入人海
除了你之外的依赖
还有谁能教我勇敢
除了你之外的空白
还有谁能来教我爱
Posted by Lim Hong Yuen at 02:44 0 comments
2009年10月7日星期三
Vote for her
Hey friends,
Posted by Lim Hong Yuen at 18:25 0 comments
2009年10月2日星期五
向上
是时候看见很多人忙碌又烦恼的是杀手
Posted by Lim Hong Yuen at 18:28 3 comments
2009年9月26日星期六
做人
Many though...
why i would feel like this?
i can't even know what is to be a good people and a bad people.
i just cant differentiate anymore..
tired to learn and to think of this...
after all, does it matter?
People will think yes it does matter, it effect people all around...
but too many people with too many kind of behaviour.
I m just lost... somewhere.. i don't wish to emo..
and i dont wish to have a fake smile..
what m i to everybody? m i being pity? or just m i being stupid?
It is hard to learn all this again.. i wish i could just learn how to behave what it will be.
just let it be.
I just felt empty... first time ever i come to university life.. i felt like this... i want my normal self
back!!..
Posted by Lim Hong Yuen at 15:58 2 comments
2009年9月16日星期三
打败了
今天。。。
我被就那么几句话
打败了。。。
我发现。。
我原来还是有很多弱点。。。
为什么,要做简单的人,反而会变成更复杂。。
想太多了。。。
Posted by Lim Hong Yuen at 03:53 2 comments
2009年8月25日星期二
饥饿30
过了30 个小时。。
我终于完成了这个挑战。。
我挨饿了。30个小时。。
虽然这个是我不能自己觉得光荣的事因为
我比不上那些比我命运根痛苦的小孩
。。 可是我会
觉得骄傲。。 因为我有常识。。。
I've got the power

Posted by Lim Hong Yuen at 01:59 0 comments
What kind of people i should be!!
Sometimes i wish i could emo.. myself around a corner...
wish to cry out... wish to shout out..
but those are just something to make myself comfortable for short while...
i wish i can know what should i do... this is my personal problem
我想太多了。。。 ==
Posted by Lim Hong Yuen at 01:53 0 comments
Love
Just how many times you can give up on who u like when she doesn't
belong to you..
Just how many times you can just let her walk away while you wanted to
talk to her
Just how many times you can fall in love with..
undeniable something is wrong with me....
i couldn't help but to think so much why and why?
many would say it is normal and it is like this...
all i want is solution...
Posted by Lim Hong Yuen at 01:45 0 comments
Lifes Beneath the stone
Just how much can you see
the life beneath the stone of ownself...
many things lies ahead... too far to let you see.
but can you imagine how many things lies beneath the back of ur life?
Posted by Lim Hong Yuen at 01:39 0 comments
2009年8月15日星期六
失望
有时候。。
在不知不觉中。。
美梦在现实上发生。。。
不知不觉中。。。
你会发现到那些都是假的。。
失望。。 非常失望。。
在一些时候。。
人是需要发现自己。。。
不要被好梦而掉下陷阱。。
好好做人。。
是你的缘, 她会来。。
Posted by Lim Hong Yuen at 00:26 0 comments
2009年8月12日星期三
想念
我忽然
很想念
。。。。。
游泳池。。。
很久。。。 很久。。。。 没去游泳了。。
在水中的感觉。。。 我很怀念。。。
我很想去游泳!!
Posted by Lim Hong Yuen at 17:47 1 comments
2009年8月8日星期六
Phelps does it again!!
i m so thrill with this.. my swim idol.
Michael Phelps
break the 100m butterfly event..
c this... stunning!!
Posted by Lim Hong Yuen at 16:01 0 comments
2009年8月7日星期五
朋友
默默的来到赛城
感觉非常奇怪。。
不知生活要怎么过。。
过了一段日子。。
我参与了塞华。。
其实。。 我本来带着想看赛城华文学会
会员们的生活而已。
不过。。
经过了不少的接触。
有说有笑。。 还蛮开心
觉得这班朋友。。
能带给我我想要的生活希望。
做活动的感觉,就加入了他们
这些朋友令我觉得生活上,不只要能看着身边而已。
而要向全部看。
有人让我觉得把希望想象成星星。
生活要旷阔像鲸鱼在大海的生活。
大家加油^^










p.s 很抱歉大家。。 把大家照片放在这 哈哈。。
只是要些回忆。
还有很多照片没放。。 很sry 咯
因为我累了 ==
Posted by Lim Hong Yuen at 03:01 0 comments
很想很想
很想很想
很想我拥有更多的时间
很想很想
很想我拥有那些知识
很想很想
很想有时能跟朋友谈些没有想象过的东西
在生活中。。
也许有很多很想。
有时想到就觉得自己天正
可是想东西不是天正啊?
思想的交叉。。。
p.s 华语也许有些错。。
有错就post comment 跟我说^^
Posted by Lim Hong Yuen at 01:59 0 comments
2009年7月19日星期日
NEw Phone!! ^^
Happy, i m sooo soooo soo happy
i just bought my new fon W380i...
a cool fon.. although i had some a wrong charger he gave me when i bought the fon..
== swt, it is a brand new 1..
heres for a quick look around my fon ^^

Posted by Lim Hong Yuen at 13:03 1 comments
2009年7月17日星期五
very frustrating
today is the day my fon spoil again...
sry guys.. i might not able to receive msg or calls
jus leave me msn or emails.. i wil reply asap...
while waiting for my new fon T.T so sad..
Posted by Lim Hong Yuen at 00:51 0 comments
2009年7月12日星期日
Memories
Have much fun together with new friends and senior...
but still memory can't be taken
WHEN CAN I HAVE A CAMERA FON OR CAMERA!!! T.T
ohh i miss my old fon T.T
Posted by Lim Hong Yuen at 15:49 0 comments
2009年6月28日星期日
Life in Cyber
Many things happen when i come to cyber
$$ fly away thats for sure haha...
depart from my home(i miss my family)
alone... in my little kancil... with all my stuff packed along haha
reach here.. put all my stuff into my unit along with my friends. @@
nth much jus as usual clean my room this n that
bla bla bla.. ==
sleep early cause nxt morning early classes.. ==
and no internet connection(main reason) haha.
nxt morning wat the **** my car gt clamp by the security guard..
they say i took the wrong pass ==... what is they who gv me d pass..
argg!! i m so innocent!! RM 50 fly away as stated in front line.. ==
it doesn't matter,
it causes my car to noise more!!
for your information.. when i went for car checking, the Formen say
my wheel bearing crush into pieces, i was like.. WTF
another RM120 gone.. duh!!
many suay thing happen to me when i come to cyber ... but it doesn't matter
things come better when i had settle down..
here i join my previous club.. CLS again! haha..
here i wish i can learn more things. many new things that i see in cyber
wish me all the best..
oh yeah bdw.. i join the 2nd time CLS orientation, those in mlk dun jealous of me who can't join for the second time =p
here is my group for Orientation(进四)
and the Big Group
Posted by Lim Hong Yuen at 21:39 1 comments
2009年6月20日星期六
StAy TunEd
Hey guys... sry for long time nv blog d....
hahaha. there will be bunch of update soon..
so Stay Tuned!! ^^
Take care everybody...
Alex =p
Posted by Lim Hong Yuen at 22:12 0 comments
2009年6月2日星期二
It Hurt
我的脚。。。 好疼。。
my nails had dropped off cause i kick a toilet door... T.T
nw i can't swim for weeks T.T
Posted by Lim Hong Yuen at 22:05 0 comments
2009年6月1日星期一
Taggy..
forehead @@
2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
ohh... what happen to my head.. it feel pain
3. Who was the last person / people you took a photo with?
my classmate =x
4. Would you consider yourself spoiled?
nope..
5. Will you ever donate blood?
Yeah... in my previous National Service Camp
6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
Of coursey
7. Do you want someone to be dead?
Nope....
8. What does your last text message say?
My Car go repair d XD
9. What are you thinking right now?
What should i do?
10. Do you want someone to be with you right now?
I wonder who want to be with me nw? haha that will be the people i want to be with the most..
11. What was the time you went to bed last night?
11pm
12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now ?
COS gave me.. @@
13. Is someone on your mind right now ?
All my classmate T.T
14. Who was the last person who text you ?
Woon Chiak
Five Lucky Person to do this quiz...
1) Cheemil
2)KPC
3)Catherine Loo
4)Jack
5)Ah Zhet
see i so good, don't tag same person again... later need to do alot wahahhahaa....
Posted by Lim Hong Yuen at 21:07 0 comments
2009年5月31日星期日
50m freestyle world record(amaze @@)
wow... alot says he done something wrong like doping?
i wonder is it true?
hope it is not.. haha.. well done Frederick..
Posted by Lim Hong Yuen at 14:39 0 comments
2009年5月29日星期五
怀念,Memories, Kenangan
真希望万事都能顺顺利利的过。。
这一来。。。 很多怀念。。。
it started with ~

started with foundation.....
orientation friends ^^ with memories...
drama group....

Erwin's birthday... i miss this group very much, but only two of us wil go cyber and one of us will go for taylor..

Lynnette ... a nice caring girl that i noe during orientation.. haha
although we all wil be at different campus.. stil will miss you guyz.

Terry my brother.. haha.. hey good luk in your future and everything
although we will be separating for our degree still i hope all the best for you...
really will miss you this pal..

A1, Terry and Me.. friend 4eva

Wong Teh Lim... we three brothers..
haha.. all the best for you both...

Ying Xing CLS ... the camp that i honour it as one of the best camp i ever go
大力三 Team.. All the best for all of you...
once a team, once a friend, we are always
大力三。。


sweet memories...
华文学会。。 怀念中
康乐股,Recreational Division (CLSM)

Mid Autumn Festival OC (CLSM)

All committes of Mid Autumn Festival Gathering
miss ya...


ClS family

RD Teams





PSLC Team
最后。。。 我的beloved classmate...

lovely 大姐 ~ Tan Huei Wen

Da Jie, Grake(my hse~mate to be =p)
and me XP

Lovely Kristy~ xixi...
nxt time c you, always must smile and smile, cause u look nice when smile haha ^^

Handsome Lid Ren, Nice, Manly Leng zai Jack
Both cute lady Kristy and Xin yee =p and Me @@

hehe, this picture is nice although my head is somewhere
and Kristy head is 3/4 @@

woo, McDonald~ zz
haha... in pic
Lid Ren and Kristy(behind)
Xin Yee, Me and Chiew Yee Ah Soon~

Family PE070809

Han Kai(the cheerfull person haha... laugh that i won't forget
and Yew Meng(hey buddy, good luck in hehehehe =p)

My pal, Josh, and Leong Wei

Cj and Kristy...
(sry forget to post this... very hard to get this pic..) =p
And not to forget @@

Yi Xiang!!! sry buddy
this will make us remember all of our family ^^
This place is where i heading for nxt...
dreams....
what should i archieve..
swimming pool??? haha
no la, this is cyberjaya swimming pool
^^
one of my dream
that i want to archieve...
Alex =p memories of 08/09
Posted by Lim Hong Yuen at 14:30 1 comments



