做人

Ever since i come to cyber, i though something new and good would come
Many though...
why i would feel like this?
i can't even know what is to be a good people and a bad people.
i just cant differentiate anymore..
tired to learn and to think of this...
after all, does it matter?
People will think yes it does matter, it effect people all around...
but too many people with too many kind of behaviour.
I m just lost... somewhere.. i don't wish to emo..
and i dont wish to have a fake smile..
what m i to everybody? m i being pity? or just m i being stupid?
It is hard to learn all this again.. i wish i could just learn how to behave what it will be.
just let it be.
I just felt empty... first time ever i come to university life.. i felt like this... i want my normal self
back!!..