2009年12月22日星期二

Winter Solstice

Today i came back to malacca...
first thing i thought of... is my mum's tang yuan!











once a year, every thing is goin on and off again.. so here we are...
tang yuan... i m one year older again XD...













I m back to malacca mah... so here is my mum cooking for dinner XD...
i love my mum XD hahahaah...

also i went back to bukit beruang swimming pool
to get my ILS License














Tadaa!!
after 7 weeks... i finally get this stuff XD... haha.. happy
ohh with license.. i forget to take the pic.

Yesterday went around cyber for jog... it is quite nice as i see alot of things around which make
me
think a lot of why should i be happy, why should i see things on the right way...
but not negatively.

First when i was jogging...
i finally ran out of my breath, an indian guy pass through me... he was running as early as i m.
after that he overtook me.. that time... i was looking at the sun set










i was asking myself... i m not as good as him?
should i compare myself to him?
no... why? because i m not him..
i can be like sun... although i m nt bright today
but nxt day when i rise i wil be more bright than yesterday.

why not i think myself can be improve.
forget what is not good, but bring the better side of me to myself.

The lake of cyberpark is calm... although many people around
the lake remain calm. why not when i face problems, i remain  calm and solve the problem quietly.

i see many people around, sometimes no people there... around cyberjaya.
i ask myself.... am i alone when i useless? or am i not alone when i m useful?
i told myself... nope.. you are not alone.. i still have nature with me teaching me stuff.
what are true friends?
friends are with many definition.
accept when it come,
let go when it want to go.

huu... Many things else i have learnt... hard to explain...
but i m hoping this will help me in my life..
23 i hate this number...

2009年12月21日星期一

今天学了很多。。

嗯。。。
等下。。。
在告诉你们 ^^

Unhealthy











Guess what...
blood from me..
i nose bleed again...
can't think of what is happening to me...
old things is happening back ... @@

while i was sneezing...
i though it was normal sneezing...
but










i m nose bleeding again..

2009年12月20日星期日

Lifes is unexpected

Just right after i wanted to forget,
but i see again....
i wonder...
why god treat me like that....

sometimes i really hope i can calm down...
be someone people like..
just a normal and happy guy that people who use to know...
today i emo again.... drink wine.... having ownself unconsious.
ridiculous isn't it?

I just wish there is a people who can really care me..
just wish... but ...
the wish is still long way ago..

opps Exam again

later, coming soon 2.30pm
malaysian studies haa... hope i do prepare enough for it.
==... hope so haha...
everyday is the same thing... here n there..
but some days are special with friends haha...
i felt many things aren't impossible...
lets me strike for it...
my law... make it possible!!

突然想爱他。
make this as a  promise....

@@ i m listening to poker face nw @@ omg!!

gtg...
preparing for exam but not blogging .. shhh...

1.15pm 20th December 2009.