我想哭。。

我真的很想哭。。
很难的。。 有精神做我的功。。
为什么？为什么要那么痛。。
我真的很痛。。
今天刚起来。。 我的右手不能动。。 真的很疼。。
我要哭了。。 不能忍受那个痛。。
在疼都好。。 我用了左手。。 写下我的难过，
我不能放弃。。
再还有那么多希望在前。。
不能把这个不能放在这些希望的前面。
救我。。 T__T

我不要痛！！！

Future Leader Programme By AYTR

Great Camp indeed. 

it is where the activity reflect what is happening to me now a day.

Yes, we had been taught that people are realistic. How realistic? 

what you can't see when you are easy isn't realistic. 

When you facing difficulty, that is where the people become realistic. 

People are forced to make decision irrational when we doesn't have anymore choice. 

Disappointed over irrational, sad when we are left out. People doesn't think what is other people thinking. 

some does it happily, some doesn't. Realistic

Initiative..

i found out most of our campus student isn't initiative enough. 

For example, who does ever volunteer them self to be a group leader for assignment. 

yes there is, but what about others? 

Do people argue for their right or just listen while doing nothing? 

Realistic again.. People are throwing the ball with each other in the society now a day. 

What is a leader? What can a leader his or her own self can do?

First day of the camp, we are getting criticized over our bad presentation? 

It doesn't even look like a presentation as we heard from them. 

What? it is the style of MMU student give that amount of time. 

IMAGINE!! 

this is the quality of MMU student now a day. 

Many people doesn't realise, but 

yes it is us... we are being low quality instead of what we though we are so great. 

Do people care? no people criticized! 

Why should people care? no... just complain over something that happen bad to them. 

Observation from them. 

Realistic again. 

Why wear the mask while you aren't feeling happy at all? 

well... we do wear mask while we think it is necessary. 

But DO stop wearing your mask and be yourself, 

you doesn't want to improve your mask, 

instead of that... improve your SELF. 

We did have own initiative in own self, if you want something, be initiative, go for it. 

Be the first, not the second. 

What's wrong voice out what you feel?

what kept inside? people doesn't know you if you don't voice out. 

A good people or good leader doesn't mean need to have a good speaking or talking skill. 

Instead, people who gain respect. 

A leader don't complain. 

There is something which is i think is so right from Mr Tan,

being smart in school in studies, doesn't mean you are good in the society.

Do enjoy what you have in University life, Do participate more, do know more about the society. 

Or else what else you have to think back when you are in University life? 

eating in SK? staying at house playing Dota? surfing Facebook? 

it is your choice. 

Human aren't perfect, please understand there is always some hole in a human life. 

Believe there is always a way when you want to solve a problem.

To Be Continue... 

night..