回到马六甲

Back to Malacca makes me wonder alot... 

i m start to being told by my mum, even him... 

told me that i shouldn't have so much thing on myself. 

that really bring me alot of disaster. 

every night i was thinking many things, even someone..

i couldn't make myself a decision to say. 

all i want just a simple life, simple thinking before i get into something i want. 

Dad told me, it isn't the time yet. 

Be patient. 

What isn't yours, will not be yours,

What Belong To you, will be yours. 

Yesterday went to my cousin house to learn something..

haha... Something very nice... and needs take alot of time. 

Afterward, went to whole bukit beruang also never sell..

who noes, a small shop that i myself long time nv go for so long have those thing. 

I m so happy XD. 

went back, trying how to do those thing, my mum even teach me. 

Afterward, went to celebrate my friend's birthday. 

Wonderful, i release most of my stress at singing KTV,

although it was worse for my voice, but everyone was shouting haha.. 

i m glad that i attend yesterday and back to malacca. 

What my life are? one month more. There will be my life, a greatest promise to myself 

for the first time. 

单身潜逃 - 戴佩妮

我没有你想像中那么坚强
我只是擅长用微笑去伪装
不是吗
我没有你形容的那么勇敢
我偶尔也会慌
我也和你一样
曾经年少轻狂
受了一点伤
我们都是一样
相信永远不远
但坚持却有点难
就让记忆中的爱慢慢烧
烧痛了我们就逃
带着现实的铐
摺叠我剩余的微笑
通往没有你的轨道
就让记忆中的你慢慢老
老去了谁也得不到
带着我的祈祷
摺叠我累积的问号
开始一次的单身潜逃

aHa……aodaodaodao

自信

很多人问，我的自信呢？
那我问会他们，哪你的自信呢？


每个人，自己的自信的存在，是没人看得到，
而是要发觉到。


自己没自信，是因为不想要。。 
不如把要的东西成为生活上的目标。。
把你的自信拿出来。。 


有时，自信好像老鼠。。
看到对它有害的东西，就不会出来了。。 
就好象人一样。。 
当一些比较难的事情发生的时候。。 
我们本身的自信就很难出来。。 


自信
需要勇气


大家
不要因为一次跌倒，而像老鼠一样怕了。。
我们要像老鹰一样。。 不管世界有多危险，它，在外都不是问题。
有自信的在旷阔的天空上飞翔。 

Sleepness night

a whole night of thinking says that... why should i think...
it is rather to think nothing but happy things...

It is a courage for me,
i learn from here, never give up although it is hard,
in the end i will get something i want if i never give up.

it is always a support from my friend, love them so much...
i wonder how am i going to repay them..
haha..

Few days ago... i make my friend's contact lens drop out from her eye...
i felt so guilty about it... but she told me not to worry.
that time i was wondering around in my mind, thinking what can i do?
nxt day, due to my carelessness, i accidentally wrinkled her drawing paper..
>.< shit me... i don't know whether she forgive me already a not?

sometimes, i rewind back my memory,
my father was always true, i m a careless person. i should admit it at first.
haha....
so hor.... we cannot careless, we cannot give up and we must be patient haha..
blekz=p