Dreams

What I wanted?

what i m feeling?

what does i want in my future?

what i want to feel?

unfortunate for me hahaha....

i choose the wrong way in friendship...

thats why i m feeling lonely now...

yeap i do admit haha....

Deep inside me, i was thinking that i m very sad....

but .. my mother always remind me to stay happy always...

yes... i will..

deep inside me, i was thinking i m useless...

but .. my dad always remind me be wise... things aren't impossible

yes .. i will..

there is sometimes i ever think....

why i m sitting in my own room right on my chair...

thinking... what can i do?

why i m feeling so desperate?

why i m feeling so sad?

i look back right at my own old diary that i use to wrote when i feeling sad

errm... (*laugh) at my self...

is what i feel i want....

i put my hope at a wrong hope...@@

things aren't as simple as you want....

it can be complicated it can be simple...

right here right now.... i think back at my own self and say...

i still have a long way to go..

i realise... things i want i can't get..

it is because i never know what i really want.

What are my dream?

do i really have a dream?

i never though what my dream are..

and here i think.. i will have my parents dreams..

live harmony... be successfull to live happily together now and in future

Inside the pool water i went in recently...

the sky is so blur when i see from under the water..

i wonder.... m i always in water... see every single people

at a blur sight.. doesn't know what they want and what they feel..

what m i to other people... what kind of people i m, people think

i just wanted to know...

Am i emo-ing? and i really really sad?

nope i m not... because my mum is always there thinking of me, support me with all her heart.

I love you mum.

Do i need love?

yes i do need! but who? when?

I doesn't know.... i only know... i appreciate people who understand me and love me

i will do my best for them and myself....

Chinese Language Society

what do i see you as? a place to play? a place to know girls?

a place to learn? a place to know more friends?

i see you as another home of me.

I wanted to decorate this home... i wanted to make this home wonderful

I will do my best!

To my dear housemate...

i am really sorry that sometimes i can't really accompany you all.

Espeacially Wun Chiak..

two times you invited me to ur birthday celebration yet i can't make it

i m really sorry for there. I will try my best nxt time^^ although it is stil long.

For my education...

i promise my dad... i promise myself

no more playing... Serious!! 4 flat is my aim.

for my finance...

aww!!... no more money...

it is always been my habit to spend... but really i try my best to work...

i have my money... i need to work harder to earn more money.

What else i wanted to say?

errm....

yeah.... i wanted to make a mark here.. i always have been saying empty words for myself

and other people...

am i goin to do that again? i hope i won't haha.

All my friend in malacca campus... i miss you guys...

it has been awhile... although we doesn't make much memory...

errm... for my junior... i m happy that i meet u all once again when

i m back to malacca that time... i really enjoy meeting you all

i miss you all. Hope those who coming up cyber... i can't wait to see you all again.. haha...

By the way guys... i m goin malacca to do a cyber talk!! yeah!!... see you guys there support

the cyber talk from CLS ya!!

Lastly... there are few people who i wish to thanks...

cause they always cheer me up..

Thanks... I noe u noe... who you are..^^