Lifes is unexpected

Just right after i wanted to forget,
but i see again....
i wonder...
why god treat me like that....

sometimes i really hope i can calm down...
be someone people like..
just a normal and happy guy that people who use to know...
today i emo again.... drink wine.... having ownself unconsious.
ridiculous isn't it?

I just wish there is a people who can really care me..
just wish... but ...
the wish is still long way ago..